Stuttering....

[SilentGirrl55]

Hi. I have had a stuttering problem since as long as i can remember. I think it has to do with the fact that i was born 5 months earlier than i was suppose too. (I was suppose to be born on May 12th, but i was born on January 26th instead)
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My stuttering problem has gotten in the way of my life. And by that i mean that i don't talk to anybody at all. I am rarely picked on in class, I don't speak up at anything, and i have gotten so quiet lately that my friends never relieze that i am there. And the weird thing is, no one seems to tease me about it. AND since my family knows all about my problem, they don't mind the fact that i stutter and home seems to be the only place where i can speak outloud and not feel embarrassed.
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Since i don't speak to anyone unless i am at home, My favorite way to express myself is through writing. Writing just transforms me, i am not myself - a girl with a stuttering problem - anymore, i can be anyone i want to be. I can be a normal girl, I can be a legend hockey player, I can be the chattiest girl alive. I just get sucked into it, I love it.
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I want people to understand me, I want to be a good friend, I want to speak to someone else other than my family members, I want to be alive.
I hope you all could read my 3 long paragraphs & understand that all i ever want to do was to be normal, thanks for reading!!
-SilentGirrl55